Saturday 3 March 2012

Decisions

Hello,

In every life, in every second, in every moment one must make decisions. i sat here tonight and thought about what i wanted my blog to be about, and what it isn't.

I have decided that this blog is going to contain written words by me and include very few if any pictures. That may be someone's shickt, but it isn't mine.

I personally find those blogs cluttered and messy, expecially those that cannot seem to make up their minds about what they want their blogs to be and that is not what i'm about, or at least my writing.

I decided some time ago that if i was to start blogging that i would have a focus, a direction i wanted to take it. Part of it is to get my point of view out there, with all the cynical and critical comments in my head and thoughts down in this unsensord blog. 

If i disagree with something, i will  write it down, because i believe that me giving my opinion and not being truthful about it, doesn't suit who i am. If something annoys me, i will rant about it, if my opinion changes, i will make sure to reflect that here.

The other reason for starting this is  once again education. I believe education to be a fundimental support for the leather community, as it draws those new and old together and allows newer and the  more traditional idea's to flow back and forth.

I am a puppy, so my educational plans clearly involve teaching about the puppy lifestyle. I would call it play but for me, there is no play involved, its who i am, its what i am, its what i live, day in and day out.

I decided that the education part was not only for other puppies but that part of the education  was for myself. So i decided i was to start a fetlife group called: The Puppy Lifestyle (which can be found here: https://fetlife.com/groups/49880 )

Part of the reason I decided to start my own is because I got sick of the puppy-play groups. i don't consider myself a puppy-player in the same way they define it so most of the stuff in those groups never seemed to apply to me. I also found them quite annoying. Then again i find the majority of Fetlife and the people on it annoying.

I do puppy-play which i define as; playing with other pups.

but i don't define pup-play in the way a lot of people seem to: roleplaying a dog or a puppy..

The difference is that i don't roleplay... I live my life as a human-puppy, and i suspect that is the difference between those groups and myself, is simply that a fundamental difference in what pupplay is.

Signing off

Bandit



Thursday 1 March 2012

Introduction

Welcome to my Blog

Because i believe (you will be sick of seeing that by time you are done.) that all blogs should have an introductory post... well here it is.

I am at the time of writing this a 26 year old gay male, who identifies as a leatherpup, specifically a husky.

I am known by many names, one of which is simply Kalen to my family, to the Internet pupKalen, another and to those that are closest to me and the Leather Community; i am known as Master Scott's alpha slave-pup Kalen. To the others in the puppy play community, i am Master Scott's pup Bandit. I'm sure you are wondering why i am writing this, but at the moment i'm trying to figure that out for myself.

I as you can see have many titles; alpha, slave-pup, pup. All of those describe me, and yet none of those individually describe who i am..  Yet something else in conjunction with those titles, individually, or all together describes me who i am at my core, who i am within all the titles, within the community, within my life,  and that would be; Master Scott's. Its only two words, a title and a name... but at my core that is who i am. (Thank You Master.)

I am a complex and interesting pup. My heart lies in service and yet my strong mind lies in body that is weak, and my soul is that of a human/puppy hybrid. I believe that people's energy shows me their hearts and souls.

I'm educated, yet i struggle to understand the point of taxes.
i'm logical yet hate math.
I'm a great listener, but hate people. 
I'm bitter, yet like to believe the best people.
I think people are morons and yet am surprised when they act like it.
I expect people to do the best for others and be happy in that.
I believe in the Social System in Canada... but only for certain people.
I believe that people should make their own choices in absolute freedom.
I believe that Children should be protected.
I believe that reasons are acceptable and excuses never are.
I believe that the world will keep spinning if i keep believing these things.

I'm loyal, independant, smart, funny, loving, caring, niave, strong, yet flexable, bitter and jaded. driven to protect those i care about. morally flexable, yet lawfully focused. Honor bound, and honor taken. Listner, a secret keeper, a rock yet shatterable. a human yet a pup, Kalen yet bandit. Master's slave, Master's pup. i'm a bottom. i'm a Lover not a fighter, but i will fight for those who cannot fight for themselves.

I have a fundamental belief system; i will look after those who look after me, and even those who don't, but i won't live by those who live only for themselves or harm those around them.

Honor thy words, honor thyself, that is how i show honor to everyone else.

I don't believe in the bible, or the ten commandments, for those are what lay evil in the hearts of society.

I believe in: Justice, revenge for the sake of revenge (an eye for an eye), i believe in honor, i believe in intent, living one's life.with honor, love and compasion, with a healthy bit of paranoia thrown in. I believe in protecting those you love and in blood thirsty revenge when that protection fails.

A man should be judged on his actions, on his words, on his honor and his intent.

I believe that all pups should get ear scritches and belly rubs.

I believe that Hooman's need a nose lick once in a while from the pups in their lives to stay alive (noses should be wet!)

I believe in education of my community.

Thank You for reading.

Bandit

Master Scott's alpha slave-pup Kalen.
Master Scott's pup Bandit